Sjoe, I've got to write this down. I've got it bad! I am love-sick and I mean majorly!
I'd like to think that it was an answer to prayer but I mean, this week, things happened to make me fall more in love with Tim than ever before. Last night, he taught at his cell group so passionately and it made me love him more. I miss him so much!
On Tuesday, he was tempted to French kiss me, I kinda realized and said "uh-uh" (no). Then he closed his lips tight when I pecked him goodnight. Shame, sweetie-pie, but I love him for it.
He is so annointed to write books. This week, he is getting revelation upon revelation! His spirit is just raring to go and he says his flesh does not like it. He is being tempted a lot. Now, obviously I like to think: "Cool, he's desiring me" but that's wrong. How ironic! First I want him to be upright, to stop prowling around me like a hungry wolf, and then I wish he would stop fighting temptation so hard! 'Janet!" Yeah, sorry! Tim is the spiritual one this time, you're going to have to hear my flesh. I'll deal with my wrong motives and selfish desires later.
It's really cool for me to feel so in love and Tim is 'stable', striving for integrity and purity, reveling in God's Word, feeling His presence and supernaturally writing a number of awesome books!
sms from tim
"Liefie, ek is so opgewonde
oor die jaar. Ek weet nie
presies wat alles gaan gebeur nie,
ek weet net ons gaan God
se koningkryk op die aarde
bring in ons eie bedienings
1 January 2002